Thanks for all your inputs. Why oh why didn't I think to give it to my guides. I have been beating myself up about getting irrated and not compassionate. I keep telling myself I MUST LEARN SOMETHING FROM THIS.
4 years ago I did the gentle tissue, cough drops, sinus medication, nail files all to no avail. I can't help someone who doesnt want to be helped. You are probably right about the noises keeping people away. So sad. It is her control drama not mine, the book just brought it into focus.
You all have helped tremendously I will ask my guides politely if I can please hear the noises as music. What do you think? HAHAHAH ......As I type this she is growling... she does that when she gets frustrated. Music sweet music.
Have a wonderful musical day.
Be
