Dearest Beau,*hugs you warmly, letting love flow from my heart to yours, your heart to mine**
How wonderful it is to see you up and about again and feeling so joyful. I am glad you are letting the old way of thinking and trapping yourself in lower vibrations fall away.
All the choices leading up to now have indeed been for your highest good. It could be nothing else. Sometimes spirit is gently tapping our shoulder and when we don't listen to our truth about our Inherent goodness and innocence, we tend to fall into more fearful acts and contract our energy fields.
The lessons you are integrating now are going to support your highest truths. The lessons you have learned are moving your awareness into higher levels of self love and knowing.
Know you are loved and remember now what it was like before you took on such heavy duty karma in this lifetime. The joy you felt at being Loved and allowing yourself to be loved totally by Creator. Just stop a moment and ask Great Spirit to show you how that felt without the protection you wear around your heart.
Remember that all protection "from" other is going to lessen your feelings of connecting with spirit. There is nothing to forgive, nor protect from when LOVE is your armour.
Besides all that, there is truly no other.
Just things we don't know about ourselves or accept about ourselves that we need to lovingly integrate. When we don't love or accept these behaviours/things and put energy into them to bully oureslves into behaving, we don't heal and call even more into our experience exactly what we don't accept.
Have faith in the knowing that our Mother/Father and you Co-created this very courageous journey for a very noble purpose. You are your own hero here.. Wow.. what bravery truly Beau..
Believe you wouldn't have taken this karma on if you & Creator weren't totally sure you could hang with it and overcome the fear programmings that were activated in your childhood.
You are freeing yourself, one breath, one prayer at a time. From the ashes of your life, you are producing such beauty, peace and Strength. That strength is built upon the foundation of love you carry for yourself and the entire world.
Keep seeing the positive aspect of all the work you have done and all that you have gone through as a shedding of these things that have bound you. Look at what you have done not as a bad thing, but as an amazing level of trust so you could know more intimately who you are and what you came here for.
Some of these things were a testimony to the fact, "that is not who I Am" and others were, "this is Who I am".. The choice are endless and they are all perfect in the Creators loving eyes.
Know that as you have asked, Spirit has already responded and the answer is always Yes.
I love you Dearest Beau,
Jahnavi
