Dear Beau,
Thank you for sharing.
My husband is an actor, and is one of the nicest, gentlest, kindest persons you'll ever meet. Years ago he had to confront his hidden inner demons when he had to play King Richard III, an enormously evil person. I remember this time very well. He was actually afraid of himself, because he was able to delve deep within to find this character in his own being.
I think good and evil may live side by side, and it is our personal choices which influence how we live our lives.
Beau, your journey is hard, and I don't envy you that, but I admire your courage to confront your difficulties. It seems to me you are well positioned to win your battle.
Keep writing, and let us know when your book is ready.
Blessings,
Starlight
