Little did I know that I was on the same wavelength as others, regarding this subject, subjective that it is. I'm done with the path of reading these books, probably because I've found(ish) what i've been looking for, or because i don't need to anymore, of course, I bought one the other day...lol.
On the subjective of new wave, some of the stuff is ancient, but is new to me, but doesn't sing to me as I thought it might.
They were there when I needed them most, I guess, and though I mightn't need 'em as much, the're there if needs be. I've accepted that, and am not as angry or such at the moment. Maybe I was angry with myself for being in the need, and now feeling gullible, lashed out at them, so I didn't have to look at me. Blaming something else for my own lack.
I feel slightly embarrased.
Good lesson there, If I could phrase it right.
I'm getting there.
Nameste
