Namaste!
Thank you all for your answers and for the energy you shared with me. It feel so good to be able to talk things out.
I also tried to relive the dream when conscious and some hidden feelings came into awareness. And with all your lines something pop up more clear. It's probably good time to re-start a dream diary. I quit because I rarely remember any dream clearly. Not the best choice.
Thank you all again!
Love and Light To All
Nadja