hello I have had two dreams last night that may or not be linked but have left me a bit unsettled. I thank anyone for input in advance.
The first dream was about purgatory. I came to check into this place. there was a time clock that needed to be punched and I was hestinat to do so bu tdid anyways I did not think I could turn back but there was a vague sense in me that it was like "Hotel California". There were lots of people here no one seemed to be unhappy or distressed . i noted that there were poeple doing normal things and enjoyable things to passs the time. There was a large ban quet hall and a show going on. we were well fed and in no rush. at one point, I asked some one about a mall because I wanted to get some clothes, I was told I would have to check in at the clinic. as I went by last table I saw my dear friend who had passed away 5 years ago. She waved to me smiling and then I had a real sense of where I was so at the cliic the "nurse " told me whar vitamins etc.. I needed to take. I had seen om the another person's chart a name of K. Nyman which I said I recognized as a deceased oncologist and I asked the "nurse"if they had need of her here and she said oh yes. we need everyone. another patient a man who looked pale was waitng to be seen. He seemed to be torturing himself by taking the blade of an ice skate and sticking it into his face and was dismayed that it would not bleed and his face was not disfugured. I asked the nurse one final question. Do we pray here? she looked at me funny and said well some do but really its'just those people in rm 301.in my mind in the dream I got a little bemused and ooncerned that this was some place a little darker. I did not want to alert her so i left and was looking for rm 301. End of dream 1
This feels more like a 'past life" experience as I began to be the person and see thru their eyes.
It is dark cool night in a cemeted city block(walled garden) there are amy people gathered in this courtyard . I do not seem but i know they are there. the main focus is of this secret ritual which is to take place. Thereis a large cross made out of either wood or bound hay and anoter type of cross (it is large made of hay witha a bird shape perhaps an eagle. on top and a half sunburst .These crosses are side by side. There is a dark haired man could be spansih, french . my sense is french.He is speaknig to the crowd. A young woman whos is dark haired and bound is brought into stand in front of the "crosses" . the Christian cross is set a fire. She is asked to denounce the cross and take allegience to to the sunburst cross. she is hesistant and does not want to do it. the man is angry and says he can do it without her consent is he can get a blood oath. He goes to unbind her and mark her with his ritual. Some how she is able to get away from him and she (who now I see thru her eyes) is fleeing thru a doorway down thru what appears to be the Paris underground. she does not know where she is going only that she must run for her life as she is being persued. There are may twist and turns. I woke up before I could find out what happeend. I felt very disturbed and was sweating a bit.
Narmaste ... Beth
