I have just had possibly the worst week of my entire life but then on Tuesday I suddenly twigged what my problem was and everything has changed.
I was having a total psychological block about this and I didn't understand why but I just got it. Something strange- it's as if the realisation has changed other people's attitudes towards me. I don't think I've changed the way I'm behaving in a very noticeable way but maybe something very subtle in my attitude or my expectations has changed because I'm just not getting the same problematic stuff off people that I was before. It's the wierdest thing.
I think reiki makes your karma fierce, I suppose this is because it intensifies your energy field which is embued with all your attitudes, beliefs and behavioural habits. Anybody else notice that?
I think all suffering is about not understanding. I feel so free of all tension. Everybody is so different. I like the world! I think I just learned a major part of what I'm supposed to learn in this life time. Do you reckon I will drop dead soon now because I've learnt my karmic lessons for this life? I hope not. I would like to stay and have some fun.
Thank you all for your kind words.
Love and blessings all round.
Nelys.
