It has been a month since I went into work to quit. It seemed the only option at the time. I was needed to care for a friend/sister and had no idea how long it would take. The situation did not qualify for a family medical leave and it is so hard on the staff when a cna calls in all the time........and it is not fair to the elders. My DON would not let me quit. She created a leave for me and has been paying me for all my sick time........which is a lot since I don't get sick. My friend died a week ago......in my arms, on my couch. She was unafraid and at peace. I have spent the week charging my own batteries and contemplating.
Sheryl had cancer. She died from radition poisoning.....destroyed her heart and the veins and arteries in her neck. Her death certificate will say she died of cancer and her friends will say she died from radiation poisoning.........I say she just wanted to go home......her spirit chose to leave.
The Mr. was frustrated. He sent and gave many forms of healing yet her body got worse day by day. He had sent healings to our daughter-in-law for her cancer and when the surgery was to be done, the Dr.'s could find no cancer. Why was it he could not help his sister/friend??? I say he helped heal what needed healing. She received unconditional love from a man......no pain or abuse......only love.
During the past year, I have had the experience of seeing where the energy goes during a treament. I did Reiki on a man at the hospital. He was open to Reiki and had previous treaments for other conditions. When I started the treament, he was in great pain........he was still that way when I was done. The energy seemed to pool around him......could see it hovering all around. I sensed that he was saving it for a later time and that this pain was part of the experience he was suppose to be having. That to heal it at this time would only have it return. I saw him recently. He had ended up having surgery. But, after surgery he healed in record time to the amazement of his doctor. He also said how many wonderful changes had occured in his life since the surgery. Reiki had worked according to his need for it.
Sheryl died. But, healing did take place. Through Reiki, EFT and love she was able to let go of years of abuse and learn the pwoer of forgiveness. She was a kind gentle soul that had chosen the experience of pain and suffering through family relations......abusive father, abusive husband and 2 children just like their father. The transformation was awesome. Would have liked to had her longer......but, HOME is a wonderful place and I am happy she is there.
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