Hi Jennith,
one idea that cames to my mind is... what about if you are ready for the next Reiki level... sometimes one needs kind of chaos to push oneself forward in Reiki... you can also give yourself Reiki treatment and ask it to focus so that it releases this chaos around yourself if that feels ok for you to do... Reiki is intelligent energy after all... and Reiki guides you too, if you ask for this guidance...
As Reiki is positive energy, I'd interpret your experience positively... I myself typically only know what I am learning after I have asked somebody else what this is that WE are learning... together...
I can send you Reiki if you welcome that...
yours in L&L,
Sami
