Has anyone had a similar experience??? Can you shed any light?
Namaste,
I am Reiki I, and I channeled reiki for another human being for the first time yesterday (other than for myself). I was relaxed and happy and a little nervous and just expecting the feel the usual warmth in my hands and love in my heart...
The experience was amazing for both of us. all of a sudden, I was permitted to see another person helping me during the treatment. For just a moment, I saw this person of golden-white light with their hands also on my friend. It seems to me that this person was far more (powerful is the only word I can think of, attuned, perhaps?) than I...and had only my friend's best-interest in mind. I told my friend what I saw, and simply continued treatment feeling very grateful/honored for the presence of this being. Later, near the end of the treatment when I had my hands on my friends feet to balance the whole body, I saw the being of light again. He/she told me that they would do much of the work/giving, and that I should keep my hands rested on my friend for her support.
when the treatment was over, I told my friend of my second vision of the being of light, and she told me that at that point she had felt a burst of energy like lightning through her that was very uplifting and comforting, and confirmed that she felt supported from her feet. She told me that the only other time she had felt reiki that way (and heard it as a loud sound) was when she was treated by my RM. Also, at the moment when I was first allowed to see the being, I had been laying hands on her heart area, and she said that at that moment she had released something terrible that she had been carrying for a long time.
I am sure that this being of light is who helped in treatment and made all of the above possible. I got the feeling that I was allowed to see him/her to know that I was not alone in the healing, and so that I could honestly tell my friend that she has the constant support of at least this one being. (I think the being was a guardian for her of sorts?)
I also saw other things during the treatment. I saw an acute pain area as a maroon-purple spot radiating from her. it had pictures in it I could not quite see.
During the treatment I felt very safe and surrounded by light, and I only had to bring my attention back a few times. I have to say, however, that after the treatment I felt 'creeped-out'
I think I worried after seeing the being of light, about the reality of darker creatures invisible to me. Possibly dangerous? Whatever my friend released from her heart area was creature-like...I saw something outside her window and joked about how I 'creeped myself out and was now imagining things to support my jitters'...but she said that she had 'banished' the thing and it had been staring in at us from that window since, unable to come in. This, of course, creeped me out more.
I am not in the habit of imagining or even thinking of 'creatures' and am unsure what I beleive when people talk about "angels"...as it is, even with practice I had only ever seen parts of auras, etc one or two other times in my life! -Even when my friend had released what she called a 'creature,' I didn't feel it as such during the healing. -I only felt a release and an immediate filling of that space with light....but then later, I saw the creature outside the window before I even knew what it was. I'm confused and unsure of what all of this means!
I am concerned that my focus may not be right if all of a sudden I am a bit scared. I want to beleive in the being of light that I saw, but not in the 'creature!'
Does anyone have any insight? (am I going MAD?! ;-) )
Thank you all, I know I have so many questions (my RM does not even have a telephone) and I thank you for your patience and support!
In Love and Light,
Jennith
