I agree with you. I think that the RM who taught you should help you. I did not feel a connection with my RM and have
learned what I know on websites and researching on my own.
My RM is and was distant and very, very traditional (black and white). I tried asking questions and all the answers that came back were word for word from a book she read. I can't and don't accept one explanation for most things so pretty funny I ended up with a RM that can't see the gray. Poor Honey.
Ask away and on this website and any others and you will find a range of answers for each question. You will know which answer is right for you.
Good luck on your spiritual journey.
Light and love.
Be
