I'm not precisely sure where to start. The beginning could be almost anywhere :-)
I have been an Usui Reiki Teacher for a few months now and the energy has been intigrating nicely. I seem to have sluffed off most of my baggage. And because of that, I have been studying about Karuna and what it involves. I have read about Quan Yin and discovered that she isn't so much the classic definition of a Goddess as she is a supreme example of Compassion In Action...somewhat like Mary. (I hope this does not offend anyone. This is simply an observation I have made) But I have still asked for her help in learning to be more compassionate.
I believe she is the one who introduced me to a chant that has helped bring me more peace and focus.
Not long after I invited Quan Yin into my life, I discovered that the words she gave me are actualy the names of Karuna symbols. This intruiged me even more. So I talked to my friend who is a Karuna Master Teacher and she loaned me her manual.
I haven't really done anything with it until last night.
But before we cover last night, I've got to backtrack to the second week of December, not long after I announced my intention to the Universe to learn more about Karuna.
My husband and I were out having lunch when I felt an incredible rush of energy pouring in through my crown chakra. I felt like did when I recieved my first level Usui attunement. It was incredible...beyond my ability to really describe.
Immediately after the rush began to subside, I got a call from my best friend, saying her husband was having symptoms of a heart attack and they were rushing him to the ER.
(He's fine. It was just a REALLY bad panic attack)
But until last night I had associated that rush of energy with my best friend's fear for her husband.
Last night, after reading the Karuna manual and studying the symbols, I had the fleeting thought that I had somehow been attuned because my hands were on FIRE while I was reading. Not only that, but when I drew, visualized and used two of them on my husband (who volunteered happily knowing that the energy could never harm him) IT WORKED!!
Right now I don't know what to think. Is there any way that Kwan Yin or Someone Else could have attuned me? Or am I just having delusions of grandeur? I don't want self-doubt because I feel that this is working. I'd just like possible answers.
Any replies are welcome (Including the ones saying I'm a crackpot and delusional...as long as they're backed up with evidence :-)
Namaste
