Hello,
As many of us are decendants of depression babies, fear and lack tend to dominate our thinking about our way in the world. Fear in any form is a call for love, trust and healing. I've run into many people in the "New Age" community that believe on some level that money is unspiritual. Bravo to you for the understanding that any place fear or lack reside, God does not.
My work with prosperity has been a long one and the biggest thing I've learned is that money difficulties come from the mind. If I believe I'm poor, I might poo-poo an idea that comes to me for income with negative thinking. My suggestion would be to send Reiki to your relationship to money and ask for clarity and enlightenment. Much of it in my experience has taught me it is about not feeling worthy. If I don't see it, I can't ask for help to heal it.
Blessings,
Joyce