There are no "perfect choices". Nothing is set in stone. All things change. If you commit to one path, and you are dissatisfied, then just change again. Or, do both.
Life is a journey and a process and a series of experiences. Love each step for what you have learned, even if it was a trip/tumble/slip, or a skip/hop/jump. All are a part of the journey.
Courage is a tough one. It is a willingness to accept that no outcome is guaranteed, yet still act in faith that whatever happens, you will deal with it.
Even a tiny step to something, will build the ability to take steps. Do the best you can, do something, plan, try; that is all you can do. Then modify if there is something bothering you.
There is no magic meditation to take fear and uncertainty away except for the realization that they are only ego/emotions, not predictors of the future.
One could use visualizations of success, but one first has to know what they want to succeed in. There are spiritual practices to "let go and Let G-d", again, after you decide, plan, and act first.
Some people look for a sign in the universe (looking outside), some people meditate (looking inside) to seek the answer. Yet no "guide" or whatever will make the decision for you, and so you go into the heart to seek support for you to make the choice. Then you just pick a path, and get busy. Make several plans, keep them on a "post-it" in your brain, then pick one. The other choices will still be there to look at later.
Nothing in this world is permanent......not even our choices!
Just take a tiny step and you will find the other leg wil follow, then you take another step! Then you will look back at your imprints, and say "Wow!" and you will see that you can do it despite the fear. And that you were so busy stepping, that you did not have a chance to dwell on the fear.
