passing along some advice given to me ....
GET OUT OF YOUR HEAD
lol
feel ... be .... act
doubt and fear are part of the ego and attatchment to outcome
trust that you are that divine healing force
and put your healing hands on anything and everything
plants, animals, neighbors, food, water, friends, family, anyone and everyone you come into contact with
all the situations you find yourself in
let yourself become reiki...it's not just something you DO
or turn on like a magical power when things get bad
being attuned means that you have been synched up with the healing powers and nothing can seperate you from that except your feelings of seperate ness (which in itself is a delusion or an illusion I get those mixed up...anyway it's not real)
and even though from time to time we may wander through our existence not remembering who we are doesn't mean that the universe isn't working through us
the more you channel the energies the more your fear and doubt will diminish
know that you ARE love
and let your light shine through in everything you do
as much as you are able in this moment and THAT will be enough
blessings
patrick
p.s. thank you for the lovely post be well