Otoharo!
Tracey, I listen to everything you say, because i wonder who you really are? Someday you will know. In the meantime, yes, stay mindful. Trust yourself first, before others.
When in a reiki share a number of years ago, a friend of mine was experiencing some difficulty with her heart. As she turned over on her stomach, I happened to be the one whose hands were over the heart chakra area. She burned by hands! It was the hottest hot I have ever felt that did no damage to me. If it heft my hands red, I did not notice. We have no idea really, what reality truly is.
finality