Otoharo!
You were giving yourself a message. It is yourself who injected into your actuality.
Back in 1994 when I moved into an office downtown, I offered reiki and also had room for my study, books,etc. There was the office with two alcoves using thus three ceiling lights.
One day, the plug in the office would not work. I made coffee from that plug. I reported to the landlord who sent an electrition to fix it. It could not be fixed!
When Xaris was next with us, I asked about this situation. She reported that I was doing this myself. I could not figure that out! I was the one who needed it and wanted it! She reiterated that I was sending myself a message.
I reported back to the landlord. He sent the electrition back. He could not make it work. Still the landlord was adamante that this be fixed. (He could not tolerate an energy interference in his space!)
The electrition returned. He worked on every single plug and outlet of every sort. Nothing solved the plug problem. I was sitting in my rocker really hoping and wishing it would work. At that moment he was working on the ceiling light ficture in the reiki alcove. Suddenly, the plug in the office worked!
finality
