Otoharo!
Somewhere, I did give you the answer. You must formulate your own test. I, too, did not believe I had guides when I first took the counseling to find out about them. Seven guides that I could not believe I had. After all, I was a professional, how could I believe in this nonsense. Nevertheless, as much as my intellect chided me about it, I knew then that I had them. I reasoned that if and when the day came that we were face to face with each other, I knew I would be embarrassed that they knew all that time, that I knew about them but just would not acknowledge them. So I made a test. It worked better when I was driving to a place that I did not have directions to. I drove to the next intersection, asked which direction, and followed the answers. they guided me right to the place. So I could not ignore them any longer. I just continued to find ways to test them over and over again. They never disappointed me. that is why I am adamant about this matter. I have been there.
Most people who are leaders have to do this. A leader has to lead from within themselves, within their inner wisdom. It is impossible to lead others, if one has to stop and read directions for the next step!
You obviously are a leader of men. You must gain this for yourself.
finality