Hello Nekomon,
I have sent you a meditation to contact your guide(s). Regarding a test whether you have reiki or not - stop worrying - every day in many ways confirmation of your reiki energy will come through. These will build up until you will no longer have to question it - the evidence will overwhelm the doubts - just look for it. It is worth keeping a journal - this allows you to clearly write down what you have felt, and also to check back where you started - this then demonstrates your progress (this is a spiritual journey after all). I paste a short piece from my journal (one of many) that occured in the early days - it is not meant for publication - just as an example - and for many will fell most familiar:
"I’ve had to have a double hernia repaired. During the visit for the pre-op checkup I was taken to a room by a nurse. Naturally I told her about reiki. During the checkup reiki turned on by itself, so I knew someone was in need. When she went to get a doctor to take some blood I scanned around to see what I could sense, and saw a man in the next room with a bad leg. I told the nurse that the man was in need of some attention, but I think she ignored it as ramblings of a madman.
The operation went ok, and I treated all the pain with reiki managing to avoid painkillers totally.
When getting ready to leave I bumped into the nurse again, and she said ‘By the way, you were right about the man’, having had no confirmation that there was a man I asked ‘the man with the dodgy leg?’ and she said ‘ yes – but that was not it – shortly afterwards he had a heart attack’. Happy to have seen that man and leg, and had it confirmed I now need to work on being more precise about the cause of the need, but I was terribly happy that I had been right, and all through a wall."
These are occuring all the time - just learn to listen.
Love
Chris
