Hello
I have had several Reiki healing sessions with one practitioner and always felt wonderfully blissful for a bit afterward. I felt tingling sensations in my arms and hands and everything seemed wonderful in my world.
I then went looking for a teacher and located a wonderful gentleman to finally teach me Reiki. He and I hit it off immediately and I felt like I had known him all of my life. I was extremely comfortable and thought I found the perfect person to teach me. About a week after meeting this guy I had a dream/nightmare of rats crawling all over my body. I'm not afraid of rats by nature, but this dream really made me a bit upset. I didn't really think anything more of it and just thought it was my imagination. Well-I decided to allow him to give me a Reiki healing session and when he was working either on my throat or heart Chakra I got this overwhelming troubled feeling and seen rats. I had to concentrate hard on something else or I would have bolted right out of the room. I am really trying hard to dismiss this feeling as it makes me sad that I think it is him that I don't trust. I really respect him and enjoy the spiritual things that he is teaching me, but this nags at me.
I also don't feel any post Reiki bliss and am a bit crankier then normal.
What could this be all about? Is it MY health, trust issue problems or is my intuition warning me of him?
