At work today, I started talking of reiki, and what it meant to me, the conversation just steered itself that way.
My friend was talking of a neighbour who 'found God' and began to go around to hospitals and such to give 'healings'. He said of the other fella that he'd ask for donations but that the 'client' didn't have to give one.
He was profoundly sceptical of said person.
So I began to pontificate.
On empowerment of the client, hense the donation,
The story of usui and the beggars and the start of payment.
I feel like such a d**k.
The one thing I don't want to be is a preacher of reiki.
'cause I don't want to be pendantic, and that I think is the main feeling I must have put across.
I'm 'afraid' that they'll think I'm some kind of nut.
So what do I do?
To answer my own question, lay low, not open the conversation with the same subject.
Maybe it's a start.
part 2
I want to quit my job.
The smart thing to do would be to have something lined up.
but not a day goes by that I have a flash of sadness run through me like lighting.
It doesn't take much to set off my depression., It doesn't last long, but still sets the day and how I interact and react.
I guess that I'm afraid to start from scratch somewhere else.
You know that feeling of bloatedness you get when you eat to much bread, and are all logged up.
Thats what I'm feeling at the moment. Doesn't help that I've eaten to-much bread today. :o)
p.s. the inverted commas are there for a reason. Their my way of saying sarcasm to said word in said commas.
cheers
