Thanks.
Alot of the feelings from the past are being expressed right now. In fact, I have the opportunity to do what needs to be done to somehow "neutralize" my past feelings.
Just today, I just confessed my love for a girl -- had these feelings for more than 10 years. After telling her, she did her best to let me down easy, saying that she doesn't feel the same. Aside from a bit of embarrasment, I'm actually relieved that it all came out. So I guess my search continues.
Today, I'm going to think about what happend. Somehow understand that Reiki dissolves any fantastic plans that we have.