What do you do (trying not to panic) when your teacher disappears? Mine did not allow apron strings to form. And now.....I can't even find her to call. Like I said (POOF).
I guess I have relied on this this quite a bit to answer questions and such. It is just......mmmm...disturbing. Abandonment.
I know she wanted to start a business on her own and not do Reiki in association with the hospital. In fact, she offered me her job doing Reiki classes after I got my Master/Teacher certificate. I was just tooooooo new and I politely refused. I would have liked to, but it would not have been fair to the students. I was still a student myself. But, what an opportunity!!
At times I feel dumped. Then I pick up my pail and shovel and go play in the sand some more. Mulling over what exactly am I supposed to be doing with my life.
Looks like that opportunity has come back around again. I didn't refuse this time. And, I have all you guys and all your knowledge that you so graciously share.
But, the disappearing Teacher still bugs me!
Birdy
