Hi,
Doubt of any kind can be debilitating if not stopped hard. You are the only one that can do the stopping. Instead of saying I can't, try I CAN. LOUDLY, many times over. Reiki is reiki and if you were attuned it is yours for life. The choice is yours whether to use it.
You choose where you go and what you do, so choose how you feel too. This site can be very positive and supportive, but it isn't a cure-all. I don't think it was meant to be. You have to be totally involved in making you healthy. Curb sitting participation doesn't help.
If you are having problems with your medications, you need to get more information. Sometimes stopping meds can be dangerous. Ask questions and check with who ever prescribed them.
Put eh doubt behind you and be prepared for wonderful things to happen. Just for you.
Birdy
