Otoharo!
I understand this condition. I have some things you might consider.
1) Actually, the illness is not real. In the real world it does not exist. Therefore, it is best to not claim it as yours. Do not say my illness for instance.
2) I know some folks who have gradually lessened the meds and no longer need them.
3) Never underestimate the power of choice. Yes, follow your choice.
finality
