birdy,
/*\ Namaste :-}}
- what I suggested was that perhaps the times you feel rotten reflects times you use too much personal energy during the sessions (Reiki is about ULE, afterall)
- keeping personal energy out of Reiki sessions as much as possible is important
- and, one can use some of the ULE brought to the recipient oneself - there is a rather huge supply of ULE around, afterall
>:-}}
Reiki All Around,
All Blessings,
Firekeeper