Dear Helen,
Welcome. I read your first post in this thread. If I feel that I have something to respond with I don't read any other posts in the thread until I've posted my bit.
Anyhoo, I had similar trepidations myself along the same lines. Weeks, months after the first attunement I felt like the neg entities were having a real go at me. Since then I've come to wonder if neg entity influence is more since attunement. Or am I just more sensitive/aware of it?
At his point I'm leaning much towards the theory that neg entities aren't any much more active since before I was first attuned. I 'm just more aware of it. It's been going on it would seem.
namaste,
arati
When you make your final decision there will be a leap of faith in one direction of another. Whatever you choose, just make sure to make a decision that comes from a calm and balanced place within.
Also keep in mind that your Reiki passion will zenith, wax and wane..and then do it again as time goes on. If you walk away, your Reiki Path will be waiting for you when and if you return.