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very interesting and thank you for responding about this. So, I'm not crazy thinking that this happened after my attunement?
When I do my own reiki sessions and I NEED two a day, I feel calm and much better.
Can you explain a bit more what you mean about emotional work? I would really like to find a yoga class. I will check into it. I think you're right tho about this being a back burner because I've always (for as long as I can remember) had a bit of anxiety. It got worse when I was forced to do something that was uncomfortable OR new to me. And I forced myself to just not deal with it. And I've gotten along until now. Now, it's like I'm FORCED to deal with it. I just don't know how or what to do. When I have a panic attack, I feel like I'm completely losing it and I curl up in a ball because i don't know what to do - other than take one of my drugs that was prescribed.
I don't want to be on drugs the rest of my life. I am seeing a therapist who deals with anxiety and it helps just to talk about the things in my life that scare me.
do you think Reiki 2 will help me or make the anxiety even worse? If it could get any worse LOL.
Like I said, I'm going in tomorrow for a reiki treatment by a very good person. I feel like I'm being drawn to this right now - for a healing treatment by someone else, other than me.
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