Otoharo!
Sherry, all I have said on this thread has been sharing my experience of pain, how I kept it alive, rather than relieving myself of it and how I eventually did, and how I did it. In the depths of pain, is a window that one can open to see realness. And in that instant can choose something different. I endured many decades of this process. Had I been able to do this in the twenties, what a differnce this life would have been!
finality