Oh my Gosh!
I have not laughed so much for a while, and i certainly need it.
On a quick serious note.. I have just been writing about the myth of dark Reiki and why it is an impossability . And, I must confess, when I have sometimes wished something horrible would happen to some-one, I have sent them reiki in order to try to sort out the situation, maybe wishing that it might make them a little more reasonable. If I am angery during doing this, it has sometimes given ME a stomach ache.
I have also used Reiki on boyfirends, in hope it would help the relationship. I find it makes me love them a whole lot deeper, and hopefully, even though we haven't worked out, it has helped them. In fact I think that sending Reiki to one ex made him realise that he was acting badly by the way he was treating me and so END the relationship so as not to hurt me("you don't always get what you want, but sometimes....." as the good song tells us).
Hmmm. More Confessions.
1) I regularly use Reiki to get a seat on the tube (subway) during rush hour. It always works!
I don't see a problem in this to tell you the truth, especially if I am tired and have shopping , but I always give up my seat to anyone who looks like they really need it.
2) I often practice distance self treatment on the tube, and watch as everyone on the carraige gets unexpectedly happy.
3) I sometiems send Reiki to my sister or Mum if i haven't done an errend they called me to do, in hope that they will be too calm to get annoyed at me.
4) Sometimes - without telling people exactly what it is I am doing (though most people know I practice a healing modality called Reiki)- I slip my hand onto a freinds back whilst they are sitting next to me and flagging from a headache or more serious ailment in the cinema, theatre etc and just let the Reiki flow. These are often people who aren't really beleivers in Reiki and, I must admit, I feel quite happy when they fully recover and look at me in surprise. I take their allowing me to touch them as consent.
5) I once really fancied a Reiki client, and couldn't stop myself from noticing how very cute he looked whenever I opened my eyes whilst I was giving him a session.
(Note: From this I learnt a wonderful lesson about how to allow sexual energy to not effect your meditation or Reiki flow, whilst not supressing it or allowing it to effect the reciever).
6) I often give Reiki my cats when they are trying to fight with one another and watch them look confused as they calm down and start purring even though they want to be annoyed about territory.
I'll forgive you, if you forgive me?
I am off to have some chocolate as pescribed.
love to you all
Shanta
