Hi Soaringphoenix,
Thanks for your reply :)
Yes you are so right. I find it so hard to be joyful. I have a habit of taking life way too seriously, as if I have had to be a grown up forever :)
Sometimes I am angry because I wonder at the carefree person I would have been if it had not happened, but then again thats pretty silly because many things happen in life that have a bearing on who we become.
Thanks for understanding.
Gentle Blessings
Helen
