hey guys and gals its been a while.
im really confused. im 18 now. i feel a mounting pressure to be something. to know exactly what i am suppost to do. im not sure where to turn though. I feel as though i don't know myself anymore. i feel that i am to caught up in this world to see the truth. I live each day happy to have had it and knowing it is a gift but... i feel as though something is missing. like something is looming over my head and i have to do it. Like a responisiblity you need to take care of. its hard for me to explain but i think you get the idea. i feel as though i have been waiting for something to happen for a long time now but i don't know what. it seems to me that i cant be happy where i am because im thinking about where im going. its wierd.
any advice would be greatly accepted
truth_seeker
