thanks for the help guys and gals. the thing that makes me the happyiest... little moments. i work in a theme park and one day i saw a kid (about 7 or 8). At first i didn't think anything about him or the baby i heard crying. that kid walked over to a total stanger's baby and smashed his two cars he had into a pretend crash. the child quit crying and laughed.
that got to me.(i had to quit walking and i cried) i had always thought that i was a good person. (i took pride in that. and i still do.)but that kid acted. he cheered up a kid that he will never see again with out thought of reward. he did it for the kid. that one moment made me happy. i knew what good was. i knew what truth was. i knew what the reason for being was in that one moment.
i feel so restricted between work and school. have you ever been hungry while your at work and didn't eat so you push it out of your mind.(like its not your turn to go on break) then it pops up randomly until you can push it back down again. i don't feel as though i can go on a vsion quest even though i have alwys wanted to do one.that and geting hyponotized (i know i misspelled that) to recall a past life. i think that would help.
thanks for everything guys.
truth_seeker
