Hey there Truth Seeker,
Blessings and bless you for what your moving through at this time. There is a passage of experience your moving into and don't worry so much about the outcome.
There is no reason to feel you need to figure it all out right now. Thats just your ego talking. That will make you insane. Take it one day at a time.
If you feel like you have a goal in mind then set your mind to that but don't be dogmatic in such a way that it makes you miserable.
With healing work we learn we have tools at our disposale and its beautiful that were aware we have them.
Your life is about change. Let it be gradual so it doesn't upset the gentle spirit within.
Its like your trying too hard and your moving the cart before the horse. This leads to suffering.
Our Spiritual Father/Mother wouldn't have you suffer at all.
Enjoy the experience of Now for a while. Learn to enjoy what comes your way. See the little things that bring you joy, sadness, the bitter and the sweet.
Learn to be present with yourself and learn to be patient with yourself because no one can love you like you.
Know you are truly blessed, and the blessing,
Jahnavi
