Dear Gypwytch, passing thru some of the emails to the chat, read yours, and would like to send you some support, I realize the email has been there awhile, we are encountering some times of stress and opportunity to rely on the Reiki community, and friends who also pray in their way for my 89 year old mother who has severe lung problems. Very sad to see them struggle, and to do the letting go that is so necessary as we love them and stand with them. Of course I am not aware of how things are for you now, I just know that those we love pass thru these times of hurt, struggle and we do as well with out hearts connected to them. I send you Reiki and prayers, to you and to your loved ones, many people have been so good to us here, blessings and take good care of yourself as well, Sharon