Well, here's the good news.
I was sitting here the other day and was struck that the reason behind these feelings of being lost and my decision to look into other things was partially restless....
but more due to anxiety caused rom the sense of a change.
But things are stagnant now because I have to heal.
I was told that I should wait, as things are about to take a turn for the better, but to focus on the new life that is coming. This means getting rid of all of the old to make room for the new.
So Thank you Firekeeper and all of the others who have silently pitched in for the help.
Kara