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Anyone heard of this?

I focused intnent on receiving this gift last night and spent about three hours in gratitude and forgiveness -- seeing how everything, even some substantially dark times,in my life *fit* -- and would serve me wonderfully in this now and the future.

I visited my former wife and kids and felt no guilt, only love, love for them, love of understanding for myself, the limits I operated from when the divorce occurred. I felt, for the first time in a long time: like me, my body, my self, was worthy, holy, true and a good place to be. Even gave my sister a big hug and helped her lug some furniture. I spent the night surrounding her with light and clearing my side of the equation.

The promise of the neutral implant is for clearing, clearing of karmic debt. I read about this in Book 2 and am looking to find a copy of Book 1 where it is discussed further. Kyron says that vivid dreams, intuition, sometimes depression come with the implant. I just had a commitment to serve my highest good: and the sneaking suspicion that I have been all along, even in less than high choices.

Blessings and light,

Beau

Namaste' Beau,

While I am not familiar with the Kryon books, my mother in law is, and just raves about them. She has read almost all of them I believe.

It sounds like this was a wonderful experience for you. What joy to feel absolute self worth, and love! And to come away with the suspicion that you have been serving your highest good all long, despite circumstances, is indeed a wonderful acknowledgement to self, to spirit. How lucky you are!

With light and love,
Featherpoint

The "Kryon" books are amazing.....the messages are very powerful and I feel their truth....
Yes I asked for the neutral implant many years ago and it has been a time of learning and growth for me ever since in the "letting go" process. The culmination of this is at this current time with the "stargate" energy that has been abounding for the last few months, a time to release old energies and embrace the new....
Have you read "The Journey Home"? It is about the 4th or 5th Kryon book (By Lee Carroll) and is myfavourite!

Hey Sunshine, *hugs you warmly**

I loved the Journey Home.. The Kryon books always rang very true for me. Their simplistic explanations make it so easy to envision, hold and integrate the messages.

Blessings to you all, wonderful friends and siblings!!
Jahnavi

Dearest Beau,*hugs you warmly, letting love flow from my heart to yours, your heart to mine**

How wonderful it is to see you up and about again and feeling so joyful. I am glad you are letting the old way of thinking and trapping yourself in lower vibrations fall away.
All the choices leading up to now have indeed been for your highest good. It could be nothing else. Sometimes spirit is gently tapping our shoulder and when we don't listen to our truth about our Inherent goodness and innocence, we tend to fall into more fearful acts and contract our energy fields.
The lessons you are integrating now are going to support your highest truths. The lessons you have learned are moving your awareness into higher levels of self love and knowing.

Know you are loved and remember now what it was like before you took on such heavy duty karma in this lifetime. The joy you felt at being Loved and allowing yourself to be loved totally by Creator. Just stop a moment and ask Great Spirit to show you how that felt without the protection you wear around your heart.
Remember that all protection "from" other is going to lessen your feelings of connecting with spirit. There is nothing to forgive, nor protect from when LOVE is your armour.
Besides all that, there is truly no other.
Just things we don't know about ourselves or accept about ourselves that we need to lovingly integrate. When we don't love or accept these behaviours/things and put energy into them to bully oureslves into behaving, we don't heal and call even more into our experience exactly what we don't accept.

Have faith in the knowing that our Mother/Father and you Co-created this very courageous journey for a very noble purpose. You are your own hero here.. Wow.. what bravery truly Beau..
Believe you wouldn't have taken this karma on if you & Creator weren't totally sure you could hang with it and overcome the fear programmings that were activated in your childhood.
You are freeing yourself, one breath, one prayer at a time. From the ashes of your life, you are producing such beauty, peace and Strength. That strength is built upon the foundation of love you carry for yourself and the entire world.

Keep seeing the positive aspect of all the work you have done and all that you have gone through as a shedding of these things that have bound you. Look at what you have done not as a bad thing, but as an amazing level of trust so you could know more intimately who you are and what you came here for.
Some of these things were a testimony to the fact, "that is not who I Am" and others were, "this is Who I am".. The choice are endless and they are all perfect in the Creators loving eyes.

Know that as you have asked, Spirit has already responded and the answer is always Yes.

I love you Dearest Beau,
Jahnavi

Hey Jahnavi,*hugs you right on back!!*
have you read "The Sun and The Little Soul" which is Neale Donald Walsch's (Conversation With God) version of his message for children? It is so wonderful for us big kids too....similar sort of message...so simple yet so profound and very easy to embrace....
Blessings!
Wendy

Gassho, Susan

I read your post as if it came from a wise space inside of me -- which, I believe, in a way, it did. The struggle to 'release myself from the protection surrounding my heart' had never been put so plainly, simply, authentically to me before.

I am in a bit of tumult -- in order to be close to my children, I had to end a relationship that was replicating the worst of my former marriage. I learned one cannot set a boundary and protect or keep another human being from hurt and disappointment at the same time.

So, when reading your email, I was not in the park feeling the sun on my face ... I was back in the shadows in the familiar rut of self-blame.

The patterns are so old, so entrenched, and only me, 24-7, making the decision to value, love, honor, accept all of me can ever make me whole, unfettered, using only the armament of love.

I am in an in-between place, both geographically and spiritually ...

Thanks for the encouragement, the belief in me you have shown to be constant ... I move into that belief and claim it for myself this day. I am asking Spirit as you suggested for help with vocation and with a decision about where and how to be close to my children: I am sure the answer is forthcoming. I know that lots of the compassion and love I have for others comes from my journey, from knowing hurt inside my skin and *hearing* it from the hearts of others who entrust me with theirs. I think that will be part of what I do as I move into Spirit's task for me on this planet.

Great blessings on you for your constancy, your honesty, your not for a moment letting me settle on less than my highest self. Light, truth, love to you, Susan and all the lives you bless.

in the opening of my heart, unprotected, my gratefulness pours as I hugstheewarmly.

Love to you, dear, dear friend,

Beau

Otoharo!

There is always a friend! We are never alone!

finality