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My desire for feedback

posted at 4/12/2004 1:16 PM
ID# 70029
Otoharo!

I posted my triumph on the reiki board this morning and keep wanting feedback. Then I realized it is not reiki. So I needed to post here.

You may have no way of knowing what I am talking about. I have reported that ego has to go. What the story about the tetrahedrons is about is that the two halves of the human brain (which is likely the outcome of a step up in our dna at about 35,000 years ago) was this halving of the brain. Now that is being changed as the intellect half is phasing out and all will be the same as what is now the right brain. ego lives in the intellect and is aware of its doom and is thus fighting with all power it can get.

I am a souce of extra-oridnary power having come from the status of HEB. Therefore, ego has globbed onto me as the primary source of power for these 20,000 years I have been in the physical world. I was unaware of this situation, as ego has kept me in the dark. With me staying in contentment, using my power ego has disturbed the lives of everyone around me and my soul mate, and I am learning now, with all humans currently in body. The triumph I reported on the reiki board is the first time, I consciously and without prompting from anyone else, was able to get out of the head.

If this has affected you at all, you would have felt an agitation all day yesterday that did not seem associated with anything in your life. An agitation just in the air. That agitation causes friction between people that does not belong to them. If you can identify this in your life, please feed that back to me.

The way to dismantle this agitation is very simple but hard to do once you are caught up in it. I call it going into meditation. It is the process of counting breathes, counting one on the inhale and one on the exhale. Then two on the inhale and two on the exhale, etc. up to twelve. At that time, I am deep in meditation and completely out of the head. Last night before going to bed, I tried this and could not get to twelve. There was an interruption of some kind, continually. Finally I simply went to sleep rather than going into meditation. I awoke at five times during the night still unable to get there. Finally early this morning, I was triumphant! Today, I am dedicating the whole day to checking into meditation between every task just to make sure I am in control, not ego.

You may think this in itself constitutes an ego trip, but it is the opposite. ego hides behind its reputation of being the self aggrandisement of egotistic behavior. But ego is far beyond that simple category. It controls universities, all writings, newspapers, etc. It controls all hostilities. It is the stand in for devil.

Now that I see its use of me and the unique power I have, it is up to me to bring an end to it. You can help by providing feedback. I will know I am not alone on this trip.

Talk about bringing about world peace!

finality

re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/12/2004 10:39 PM
ID# 70059
This is a reply to: 70029
finality,

Hi.

I have to wonder. Where is the Quiet Mind in all this?

Cheers,

RC


re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/13/2004 12:35 AM
ID# 70065
This is a reply to: 70029
Otoharo!

I have had further clarification on this. I have rid myself of my ego and my shadow. Therefore this last episode can not be said to have been caused by my ego or shadow. The only thing about it attributed to me is that ego got my power. Today, I have eaten and eaten and eaten to repower my own body. I have not been bothered by ego per se, however.

RC, i think I have explained where the quiet mind was in all this.

finality

re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/13/2004 10:18 AM
ID# 70077
This is a reply to: 70065
Hi Finality,

I cannot add any feedback to what you have written as I have not experienced what you have and this is your personal journey. I can feel happiness for you and what you are working on and finding out and changing.

It seems to me you are definitely clearing out your dense body and entering more into the etheral/dense body stage which is what the vibrational earth and body changes are all about from what I have read. Perhaps you are more intuned or even advanced in this area than many others.

Continued success on this journey.

Donna

re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/13/2004 11:18 AM
ID# 70079
This is a reply to: 70029

be
I salute you on your own journey. To be honest, half the time I really don't understand what you are talking about. The messages that you feel the need to give are being heard by the people who need to hear them. That is the great thing about this venue. Share your words and thoughts, take others words and thoughts massage the whole mess and take another step.

You sound so excited in all your personal soul work.
Way cool. Have fun.
Be

re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/13/2004 2:28 PM
ID# 70084
This is a reply to: 70077
Ooharo!

Donna, you are right I am clearing out the last of the stuff. But I doubt I am the only one. Thanks for your reply.

finality

re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/13/2004 2:30 PM
ID# 70085
This is a reply to: 70079
Otoharo!

Be, bless you! I needed to hear this. You and Donna, touch my heart. Thanks.

finality

re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/14/2004 12:30 PM
ID# 70150
This is a reply to: 70085
Otoharo!

I remained weepy most of yesterday, from being touched by you and feeling the aloneness that accompanies this step. Even when many of us are in this step at the same time, we each individually must take it alone and under our own steam. The support we customarily feel from our guides is missing because they move away in order for us to feel our own strength and make the step. It is another evolutionary leap. Even if it is a short distance, the feeling of it is a giant gap we leap by our own choice with no quibbles about it.

finality

re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/14/2004 6:55 PM
ID# 70174
This is a reply to: 70065
Dear finality,

I did not have time to respond when you first posted and the feedback from others was yet forth coming. I have to say that my intutive reaction falls inline with what RC suggested. I was going to suggest working on enhancing your Mind/Body connection. It seems as though you may be concentrating too much on the Mind/Ego connection resulting in a repeating circular pattern.

I'm reminded of a quote-ism that I carry with me :
"The definition of in-sanity is repeating the same steps over and over and expecting a different outcome".


Namaste,
Michael

re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/15/2004 10:59 AM
ID# 70212
This is a reply to: 70174
Otoharo!

Michael, thank you for your candar. You are right in many ways. I am breaking the old body/mind connection and forming a new one. All spiritual growth goes in cycles, as difference from circles. I am also well versed in what constitutes insanity. That is my field. The claim I make is that I make progress continually. It is the old adage, peeling the onion. Layer by layer we peel away the old until there is no old left.

On day it will hit you too. That ego must go. You are undergoing an evolutionary step just like all the rest of humans including those in the middle East. One day there will be no intellect for the ego to reside in. Those of us forerunners are probably having a rougher times of it.

Have you read the Gregg Braden books? They have the scientific basis laid out.

finality

re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/15/2004 5:44 PM
ID# 70235
This is a reply to: 70212
Dear finality,

My impression has been that you are certainly hard at work. I have been as well. Have I mastered?? Hell no. But as long our progress charts show an upward trend I'd say we are doing fine. What keeps me motivated (among other things) is the idea mucking thru unresloved learning in the next incarnation that I could have addressed in this one.

Gregg Braden eh?.. sounds interesting.


Namaste,
Michael

re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/16/2004 10:10 AM
ID# 70249
This is a reply to: 70150

be
Right with you on this one. I know I am not alone when clearing but it feels like it. The feelings of unconnectedness. We know better. We also know that this to shall pass... and whenever we feel like this we know we will come out the other side of this better, clearer and lighter. Patience has never been my strong suit.

Today in Wis...it is predicted to be in the 70's. I will be outside today. 70's, April, Wisconsin...we will see!!!! I will be playing in the dirt, healing from the earth. It heals my soul, it cleanses me...a mud bath in my backyard. What a awesome way to heal.

Hands of light covered with mud.
Blessings to you.
Be

re: My desire for feedback

posted at 4/16/2004 2:43 PM
ID# 70262
This is a reply to: 70249
Otoharo!

Be. thanks.

finality