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Otoharo!

Back in the late 1990'0 I was in a group that included Xaris using a body. The others talked all the time about the Christos. I did not know what they were talking about. One of them had read the Couse in Miracles over and over again. I, had read many times. Still I had not caught on to the term Christos. They were not talking Jesus Christ. That is the only Christ that I knew.

I asked Xaris what they were talking about, what is the Christos. She had me teel her what I knew of God. I said I knew God, Goddess, All That Is. She said Christos is what is left over.

Well, it is now 2007 and I am realizing that I am aiming at the Christos state!

finaltiy

Otoharo!

This morning I learned that the healings of on-going lives includes healing of my influence in the world during that lifetime. I have always had effect on the social environment and that has to be healed as well. Quite an undertaking. It seems I am talking to myself only. No one seems to have read this thread.

finality

finality,

Hi.

Frankly, sometimes it sounds to me as if you are simply doing a virtual diary; not talking to any of us but just listening to yourself ideate aloud; trying to make sense of things for yourself (which is cool). But, it is difficult to feel included in such ideations and, frankly, sometimes I have no idea what you are on about. But, perhaps that is only my own short-comings.

Cheers,

RC

Otoharo!

Hi, RC,

Thanks for your feedback. Perhaps you are right. I need someone to talk to to think things through with. It is hard to think inside myself.

So far as I know, there is no one in the created worlds like me. there are other soul splits but none of them were perfect splits. No human has even been entirely masculine as I have been so far as I can tell about 20,000 years. Now that I am in a female body it is much easier. So I am telling my story.

Today I have recalled that I lived a public life all those lifetimes. I enjoy being with people and conversing, and doing whatever public job I had to do. My soul mate is the opposite.

There used to be people on this board who talked about these things but not in the last few years. I seem to be the only one. But it does no good just to talk to myself!

Reiki is what has been healing me. It has taken a whole lot of reiki to get to where I am now. None of my relatives have the slightest idea what I would be talking about. You'all are the only ones I can share with. Because you all know reiki and what reiki can do.

finality

finality,

Hi,

Glad I could be of some small help. And, as someone once said (I expect) about 'self-analysis', etc: we each have more blind spots about ourselves than for anyone else. So, having others to bounce things off of is almost always a good thing. As for few responses to the thread (thus far)? I suspect that there may be 5 people out of all The Cafe members who have ever even cracked a volume of Urantia. Of course, if 6 or more people chime in that they have even perused a few pages of this collection of writings I will gladly toss my guesstimate out the window.

:)

Cheers,

RC

Otoharo!

I agree. But I can't stop myself sharing what I have learned. Not everyone started life asking and seeking for more of something they could not really identify so considered it must be God. wanting to know more and more and more! Oh, well.

finality

finality,

Hi.

Well, there are any number of people in the world who do not feel they have to resort to some concept of a 'deity' to account for our existence. That does not mean that they might not assign the care of or assistence with our spiritual lives to one deity or another.

Cheers,

RC

I cherish your tenderness, R.C.. And finality...don't we usually talk about what we know or understand/believe....and that's what you've been doing. I learn from you...just as I do from everyone else here at Nexus. Thank you for being one of my teachers.

Dear finality,

Traveling forward is difficult if one keeps their attention rearward.

Namaste,
Michael