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after being in group rei ki for my first time i have gotten totally screwed
my energy is unbalanced majorly i dont feel myself anymore also that stinky smell of swett and bad breath has stuck to me ... i HATE it .. its as if i cant become clean anymore

be carefull who you do rei ki with and if ou do in groups be sure you are very strong....btw its disscuraging to see all the ordinary to un ordinary people doing rei ki you ask yourself .. what? these have been doing it for years and tehy are worse then even normal people how can this benefit me?

they are all looking for money or somethign i dunno..... it just feels like such a waste to experience this NON productive experience.

now i regret it very much having gone to group rei ki... loosers.

Nekomon, namaste ....

If you take another look at the Reiki principals, you will see that Reiki comprises a compassionate way of being.

Sometimes, when we "judge" other people, what we dislike in them is what actually, we dislike about ourselves.

If we find ourselves in an experience we are not happy with, there is usually some learning experience that we need to take from it.

Love and light,

philanty

My Dearest Philanty,

/*\ Namaste :-}}

- long time, no see

- good to have you back at The Cafe

- I trust all is well with your clan

>:-}}

Reiki All Around,

All Blessings,

Firekeeper

Firekeeper, namaste ....

What a lovely welcome(blush), thank you so much. I do pop in occasionally, but rarely have the opportunity to read the postings thoroughly enough to post a coherent offering.

Yes, clan thriving thank you, growing up fast, and all now on the doorstep!

And you, and yours? All well, I hope?

Love and light
philanty

philanty,

/*\ Namaste :-}}

- yes, all are thriving, thanks.

- and, with some expected differences of opinion on stuff like the 'war' on terror and getting out of Iraq, Afghanistan, etc.

bagl

Reiki All Around,

All Blessings,

Firekeeper

i didnt judge it suddenly happened
i feel fatigued and more ill now.. i hate myself i hate life.. everythign has to go against me.

Nekomon, namaste,

Maybe I misunderstood what you wrote. I am sorry to learn that you feel ill, and also that you feel that everything is against you.

My comments related to your use of categories for people as "ordinary", "unordinary" and "normal". A certain amount of judgemental attitude has to be present, to place people in these "boxes". Calling people "losers" is not a pleasant term either.

I am truly sorry you found the whole experience of the Reiki share "unproductive". A Reiki share can be a wonderful experience, and it is sometimes a good idea to attend one with no pre-conceived notions of what to expect. Just to be grateful for the experience, and think hard about what you take away with you from that experience.

It is good to see that you are still posting on the Reiki Cafe, because the Reiki community that exists here, I find to be a loving and non-judgemental one. You will always be welcome here, to post how you feel, and to be part of the community.

Love and light,
philanty.

Perhaps you are experiencing a major cleansing?

Be good to yourself with self-treatment, getting grounded in nature or by exercises/sports, and salt baths. The odors and tastes can be releasing bodily toxins, or they can be your way of experiencing loosened lower vibrations that were buried deep.

Also, try some short silent meditations to go within your heart to look at whatever fears, judgments pop up, and be compassionate to them.

Robin

perhaps nekoman this is a spiritual cleansing and the reason you don't feel clean is that you have some bad habits, emotional or spiritual blockages, or there is a part of you that does not want to open up to healing and is resisting it by making you feel dirty when you are actually just detoxing all of you negetative energies. i can tell you from first hand experience that healing isnt always fun.