Hi Everyone,
This happened during a Reiki share/healing circle.
I got up and treated a woman who is a long time Reiki Master. She is also studying shamanism.
In the circle, we tend to Reiki the head, neck, shoulders and upper back because people are seated in the circle in a meditative or relaxed state.
I didn’t feel anything in particular. I don't usually since I was attuned to Reiki 3, six years ago.
I sat in a chair behind her while I was doing her back. Suddenly she just slumped over like she fainted. I had seen somebody do this before so I didn’t think she had fainted. She didn’t fall out of the chair. Nobody thought to ask her if she was all right. People who know her better than I were there and thought nothing of it. I wasn't sure what to do.
I just proceeded to do her lower back now that it was exposed to me. I just kept working. I thought that maybe she just needed to stretch her back. She returned to the upright position eventually but she was in a cold sweat. She whispered to me and asked for some water. Now I’m thinking she really did faint and idiot me didn’t get it. Neither did anyone else. So I gave her some water. She drank it. I was so afraid that she might be very sick even though at the beginning of the circle, she looked fine.
She whispered to me that she had some kind of energy burst from within like a release. She said she saw vivid green and yellow light. She could not believe the energy surge that was going through her. I instinctively pressed the middle of the arch of each foot for a few seconds.
I wondered if I channelled too much energy to her. I didn’t feel anything! I just show up. She seemed to be better. She wasn't sick. She asked me to just put my hands on her shoulders. I guess she didn't think I was hurting her. She could have said she had had enough. She was not a newbie to energy work. This was scary to me. But she wanted me to stay and do just her shoulders. I did.
After the circle, She gave me a hug. I asked, “What was I just a part of?” I’m thinking, “What the heck happened here and did Reiki do this?" The woman didn’t say she was harmed. She told me that she was going to a special ceremony later in the week and thought that this experience may be connected with the one she was anticipating soon. She gave me another hug as I was leaving. She seemed alright and not sick.
I’m still wondering what the heck happened and why was I chosen as the tool to do this? If we as clients pull in what we need, why would we pull in so much energy that we almost put our lights out?
Did we both channel this energy? We do receive as we give, do we not? If there was such an energy blast, why did it not effect me in the same way. I know we're all different and have different capacities as channels. But I'm also thinking of the physics of energy where if you touch someone who is being electrocuted, you'll probably be electrocuted too, yes? Or at least affected in some way.
Did I just have better "insulation" in my wiring? I tell you, I wouldn't have been too happy if it were me in the chair. I do think it has affected me. I feel very hyper like I need to ground and I'm having a hard time with it. Anyone who wants to send Reiki to me for that, may, thank you.
Has anyone experience this either as client or practitioner?
Can anyone recommend books to help me understand what happened?
Blini