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Otoharo!

I wanted to add to previous posts and could not figure out how to find it, so I started another one.

I am learning more about this day by day. Yesterday I was in confusion all day long and into the night. I moved from my bed to try to get some sleep on the sofa and that worked.

Today I am learning, that my confusion yesterday resulted from trying to move too fast. We are here on earth for the very reason that here, we have time. time does not exist. We set up time in order to be able to take our growth steps gradually. I bit off more than I could chew yesterday.

I doubt any of you experience what I am going through but there may be some parrallels.

I have the opportunity to receive healings through reiki with my partner. as soul spits, I am the masculine energy. All my adult life I was either a teacher of children and later of adults, or a counselor. I observed that people always responded well and took help. the day before yesterday, I learned that because of how our soul was split, all of this "help" came from my soul mate rather than from me for the reason that it is the feminine energy which provides help. At least that kind of help.

The resulting realization for me was a loss of identity. I had always seen myself as this counslor whereas, it was not me. Who was I? That confusion lasted all those hours.

Early this morning, I recieved a call at Xaris' bidding to be told that I have all the time in the world to go about my healing. There is no pressure to do it all at once. I can take it a step at a time.

I hope none of you are a soul split and certainly not split between masculine and feminine. Even though I am in a female body and have always felt myself feminine, I am not.

finality

Good eve, finality....hope that things have calmed down for you.....hope that you've found the peace that you need...for it seems you've been traveling far and doing such hard work.
Thank you for caring....and sharing....for desiring to give the very best to all of us....even if we might not be as prepared or receiving as thee. Peace in the Moment, my sweet friend....and thank you.

Dear finality,

I agree with Xaris. Sometimes one can be overly intuitive. That is to theorize that one can have more capacity to pull in or attract more raw intuitive data than same one can reasonably process. Sometimes one has to step back from the sluice gate and not react to every wonderful leaf or salamander that comes whizzing thru. Kindof like pulling one's gaze back abit and breathing thru.

Namase,
Michael

I like that, Michael....."breathing thru"....well said.

Otoharo!

Thank you both for replying. Today is calm and peaceful.

finaltiy

Meant to be......indeed....

I like Howard Thurman's idea of looking out onto the world with "quiet eyes".

Blessings,
Aronaya

aronaya,

/*\ Namaste :-}}

- quiet eyes? Perhaps goes along with a 'quieting mind'??

>:-}}

Reiki All Around,

All Blessings,

Firekeeper

No doubt -- I'm still a beginner at this practice!

Blessings,
Aronaya

I sincerely doubt that, sweet Aronaya.