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I don't know if this has to do with the "shift" or what. But I've had my first Reiki attunement and I've also gone to someone who does Resonance Repatterning (I've had one session so far).
I find now that when I'm in uncomfortable situations, my stomach goes totally beserk! Real upset and I need to reach for my compazine pills. And I start to shake. Last night we went to a party for hubby's work and I didn't know anyone there and I was SO uncomfortable after a while. I felt like I had to get OUT of there. There was one person there that I have never gotten along with and she kept trying to be around me and I didn't want to be near her. I finally went to a quiet spot but I felt like I was going to either throw up or jump out of my skin. I told DH that I needed to go because I didn't feel well. I told him he could stay longer and I was going to go sit in the car - I really didn't mind. But he wanted to get me home. I started to calm down when we were part way home. Although I also had a compazine pill in me too. I'm fine now and was fine about an hour after being home.
Any insights???

dophin,

/*\ Namaste :-}}

- if you don't mind my asking??

- why are you throwing these energy practices at yourself all at once??

- also, for what conditions were you prescribed Compazine in the first place??

Reiki All Around,

All Blessings,

Firekeeper

I don't mind, but you're sounding kind of negative towards me :( But I'll answer anyway....
both are positive energy. I'm not throwing so many things towards myself at all. I practice with my reiki one everyday on myself. RR is just another form of positive energy. Not that I do it myself either - the practioner does it. It's a way of clearing out old unwanted baggage which I have alot of. Compazine was prescribed to me for anxiety. My doc knows I only use it when I have to. I have a phobia called emetophobia which is life debilatating. I don't abuse it and would like to not have to take it but sometimes I do.
Emetophobia BTW is the fear of getting sick and being around anyone who is sick - stomach sick. It may not sound like anything to anyone who doesn't have it but it's a HUGE deal for us emet's. I have been known to want to jump out of a moving car if someone says, "I'm carsick". HTH some.

firekeeper said on

>dophin,
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>/*\ Namaste :-}}
>
>- if you don't mind my asking??
>
>- why are you throwing these energy practices at yourself all at once??
>
>- also, for what conditions were you prescribed Compazine in the first place??
>
>
>Reiki All Around,
>
>All Blessings,
>
>Firekeeper

dolphin,

/*\ Namaste :-}}

- with only the written word, one can not always be certain what 'tone' was intended so we sometimes assume incorrectly

- and, you did ask for insights, afterall, so I was attempting to get some clarificatin of your situation and so perhaps what I have to add now will serve your request in some way

:-}}

- I interpretted from your post that after the Reiki attunement and the resonance repatterning that you had the episode at the party

- which had me wondering whether, as the saying goes, you might have had a little too much of a good thing (energy-wise) - it can happen that we don't integrate everything all at once or in a balanced manner

- anxiety certainly is one form of imbalance

- I am familiar with a variety of uses of the phenothyiazines of which Compazine is one

- sorry for any misunderstanding

Reiki All Around,

All Blessings,

Firekeeper

Reiki attunement can make one more sensitive to other's energy fields which can be challenging. It sounds like your challenge is to learn towards dealing with that calmly since you don't want to get into the habit of being dodgy of situations and feeling overwhelmed.

Also I'd let that attunement settle before pursuing more Resonance Repatterning otherwise you'll never know what is doing which to what effect.

Namaste,
Michael

Once we have made a conscious decision to bring balance to ourselves spiritually/physically/emotionally and begin positive steps to achieve this there sometimes can be a number of 'side effects' on any level, you say you have this condition and have had for quite some time so you may find there is a connection, you are beginning to bring your body and soul together, not easy, stomach problems may be connected to the 3rd chakra (solar plexus) primary function is to deal with personal power secondary function with emotions (3rd chakra also is connected to liver spleen gall blader etc etc)AS you 'work' on yourself over time you may find the physical symptons you now have on occaision will cease. Don't beat yourself up over this, look at the situation learn what you can from it and move on.
love & light katy

Dear dolphin1, You've gotten such good information from everyone here (and I like to think of Firekeeper as the sensei that although sometimes seemingly stern, is always loving and caring....hope you felt better after his later words). I tend to agree with katy. Reiki felt like a step-up to me, and I had to work through a lot of "stuff" (part of the point of the 21 or however many days cleansing). Very often in any healing session, one occassionaly feels worse before feeling better.
Sounds like you're dealing with some hard work, but can feel very proud that you are doing it at all. Can you also share your concerns with your Reiki master that attuned you? Does meditation help? Thank you for teaching me about something that I knew nothing about.

You may also be experiencing the energy of others. I would suggest protecting yourself from unwanted energies.

blackearth