Hello,
I'm trying real hard to keep it together cause I know that this is not the end.
I can't stop crying cause I love my dad so much and I know how much he has suffered in
this body he has, and the way that he thinks, retreats from life and is angry, and fearful.
I understand that he has so many lessons to learn and I am trying to respect him but its
hard when its your dad and you see your mom suffer so.
I come from a family of 8 and this will be the first person in my family to transition.
Perhaps I"m jumpin the gun but dad has had lots of mini strokes in the past month and
he had one right in front of me today so I'm concerned.
My twin sisters cried and cried as we got dad down to his room today,(he refuses to go
to DR., sisters had em in the grave and got me mad) and I sat with him giving reiki ( Smiles, yes
I gave em reiki and he accepted)
He seemed to rally as we watched Pittsburg beat the pants off Washington Redskins,
darn them.
He has had so many mini strokes in the past month, I can't believe he is here. Darn
stubborn Man. * smiles*
Gotta love my dad.
I sit here watching him and I want to say how much I love him, but he gets so
uncomfortable hearing the words..... I wonder if he will hear us and want to hear this when
he is on the other side...
I ask for strength in the coming months for my mom and family & dad in his journey.
Its time for me to walk my talk . I understand that dads going to a better place.
I love so much dad, perhaps one day you will know.....
Thank you everyone in advance for
your love and support,
Mitakwye Oyrsin
