Dearest T2
You seem more excited about this than I was - I still thought she'd yell at me for doing anything! :-}}}
I didn't 'go' anywhere - 'she' came to me in the astral.
I was in my bed reading when she turned up - I didn't know what else to think but that she had died - only 'dead' people had communicated with me like this in the past (and since as far as I know).
I so wanted to send reiki - conventionally. I hurt so much that she didn't allow herself to receive this or any energy from anyone. I respected that but was often in tears, knowing how much it would help her. For some reason she was so was full of fear it was destroying her.
No colours as far as I can remember and I felt quite normal - not unmoving or anything strange.
I think you're experience was amazing too. I've tried often to travel like this and have read a lot about it but so far its never happened. I expect that we all astral travel in dreams but don't remember. I look forward to the day when I can remember.
I am normally quite happy to send reiki and let the highest self deal with it but when someone actually says no every time its offered it would feel very wrong of me to go over their heads. My daughter of 15 won't let reiki near her. If I think she needs something I just stay close to her as much as I can and let her own higer self/energies take what she needs. A few times she's guessed at me giving her reiki during a cuddle, even if I've not meant to do it, and told me off. I'd rather she came to it willingly.
Thanks for sharing your story with us and for allowing me to share mine. I said on another post, I seem to be letting out a lot of strange stuff at the moment - I don't know who its for - perhaps its reminders for me but I hope others get some benefit from it - even if its from my mistakes.
Don't you think that sometimes we answer posts on the boards so that we can clarify some things that we just think about - perhaps we don't even need answers, just a place to set them down. We are very lucky to have these safe places to do this, and get support and guidance along the way.
Much love T2, Firekeeper, Zizzr, Holobon, Philanty, Jonjo, Redheaddragon, Jasanine, and all the other almost 900 folks out there.
Eleanor