Hi Shauna,
namaste,
Well, reiki does make some changes in us.
I have always, until reiki been a person who reads. (books everywhere, purse, car, bathroom, etc,) After reiki it simply became books on healing, reiki, angels, etc. (I have got to clean out my library!)
I think I used books previously to close out the real world, and be in an imaginary world. Because I did close everything out while reading.
That place continued for some time, and my interest in novels, etc., became nonexistant.
Now I seem to be really seeing the real world, I am only intested in books when they can really teach me something, and it had better be quick and to the point. I find movies/tv lacking substance for the most part, sitcoms (which I used to really like) childish, and find myself looking for something interesting to read or do while it is running.
I don't think it is unusual that you don't find the books as interesting as you once did, or the studying now interupted. You may or may not decide to stay on the path that you have already set pre-reiki.
Your needs and interests are changing.
When you drop a pebble into a still pond, the ripples go in all directions at once. One small change in one part of your life, requires adjustments in all areas of your life.
Don't beat up on yourself. This is all new to you, and you will be able to work through it.
>;-}}
Blessings,
Priestess