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When I told my story this last time, I said I lost my immortality. That I was no longer a part of my group here on earth. But today, I learned that is not true.

Another key point that Myself said to me, is what is now my slogan. Forgive to live.

It hurts me to remember that I broke our law. And all that is called for is to forgive myself. Even though it was an unthinkable thing, it was not unforgivable. there is no one who holds it against me, but myself from time to time.

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Sometimes it seems it is harder for us to forgive ourselves than it is to forgive others.

Gentle Blessings
Helen

perhaps it was true at the time, while you held that perception.

many blessings always on your journey,

lunarreikin

Helen and lunarreiki, thanks for your support. I feel so mellow this morning.

finality

sounds to me like the lessons just keep right on coming...
I am so glad you have found some peace and answers with this.....and that you are feeling mellow.

it is a lovely place to be.

i recently was compelled to write these words....

forgiveness is the key
to unlocking the prison
we have allowed others
to put us in.....

forgiveness is the key
to unlocking those eternal
shackles we place upon ourselves,
The hardest to forgive
is just ourself....

Thanks for reminding me of this, finality..
Hope you have a beautiful day!
Wendy

wendy, thanks. So beautiful.

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I said earlier that I was mellow. Well, I have been mellow all this day. I was sitting in the sun on the porch of the other building where more friends of mine congregate to take in the sun. I sat there with them, so mellow, I had very little to add to the rousing conversations. After returning home, I was sitting here so mellow and for the life of me I could not remember how I got this. No memory at all of it. By five it suddenly dawned on me I had a short news brief (supposedly) written up in the paper of a beginning discussion group tonight at seven. My living room was a wreck. So by seven I had cleared out the muck and sat waiting. No one showed.

And I stayed here sitting in my mellowness. And could not remember. I saw my journal, and looked at the last entries and recalled forgiving myself. And so it was!

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