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Hello,
As promised I am writing about my activation that took place on the 17th.
The experience was very profound as I started detoxing the night before and was literally beside myself with the energy releasing from my body. Not all comfie I assure you. :}
As I was being re-aligned I found myself swaying this way and that as the axiational alignment was being performed by the many who came to bless me with their presence. I pulling action at the upper part of my body and a cleansing of the brow chakra.
I got a fever later that evening and felt very toxic all night. I could definately feel a big shift in consiousness.
I spoke with my son Taylor on the phone as he took his annual trip to Idaho this summer last week. I asked what he saw and he told me that I was much clearer.
Pretty cool.
I"ve now come down with a cold which I really attribute to the stress combined with the activation being a big overload on the body.
I"m hopeful that the next tune up will go much smoother.
It was interesting to note the codones which they found to be in need of light. They give you the information on what each codon that was needing light is all about and how it influences your life and I had to laugh as it was so me.

Anyway, I'm working on contiuing to clear and consiously light up those codons though they are flooded with light now anyway.
But I know it can only enhance the effectiveness of the process by being consious of what needed light in the first place.

I've had my holy water to also assist with a more gentle cleansing. You do have the option of buying some of their stuff but I figured that the water from around the world thats been activated during all the Solstices, alignments, etc.. would be best for my spiritual advancement.

So, here goes. I'll let you all know how things progress as I move into this cleansing. I know nothing is an accident by the way. I believe strongly that my brothers passing being so close to this activation was not by accident but a part of the amazing tapestry of life that i've created so perfectly.

Blessings to each of you always,

Jahnavi

Hi Susan,
Such sweet sorrow our path of learning and growth! Sorry to hear of the strength of your cleansing but then again you'll appreciate how wonderful the final effects of the cleansing are when done:)

I am also very sad to hear about the passing of your brother. I will send up a prayer in his honor.

Love and light,
Tracey
p.s. Too long between our chats :))

Hello Tracey, *hugs**

I was just reading a post of yours and it was funny because as I was reading I didn't realize it was you but I thought, what beautiful energy this person has, who is it.. I had to laugh when I saw it was YOU!! Shoulda recognized your energy signature.. Guess it has been too long sistah!!

Hey, I hope things are going well with you and your body now that everything is done..

As for me.. Well, its been a week now and though I still have this cold and cough, I'm feeling much better than I did the first few days. I don't think I've ever reacted so strongly as I did to the activation I had last week. Of course when doing this activation I prayed that the energy would transform through all my lifetimes and who really knows, it may have had its own effect on my cleansing process.
I was shocked though that I felt so badly the night before! Ugh.. On Wednesday I literally had to stay home and just let myself bawl. I obviously couldn't get it all out- my grief over my brother. Spirit was showing me also that his passing was helping me loosen up some old grief that I'd held for many, many years and couldn't find an outlet for. So, it was a tough one, crying so hard and all. Ever cry so hard you didn't feel like inhaling?
I really was grief stricken and heart sick. Thank God that I've come full circle and I'm finally not crying so much. Hey, I may even be able to wear make up again.. 19 days since my sweet Harry has been gone. It really sucks so much. Especially vexing cause I keep seeing him smiling at me telling me he is fine. But my grieving is not helping him any. I just didn't realize it was in there..

So, i'm hopeful that the effects of this activation will make themselves known to me in the coming months. I feel like I'm shifting and also expanding and re-balancing myself.

I had a Christ Consiousness expansion class last night. I had only one student and the woman has been very abused in her life. I'd never met her, only spoke with her on the phone. She was supposed to come down for a movie the night before and I was a bit peeved she no showed on me. So I made sure she was showing for this because the preparation for the class takes a bit of time. I like to make sure that the building is very high vibrational and cleansed, and the mood is set.
So, it was funny. Because I'd prayed that I be of service and yet I was irritated slightly with her. I was showing spirit my irritation and asking for help. This woman had lost her little baby a few months ago, she actually smothered the baby in bed with her. She was grief striken.
So, before I left I smudged my own house too and my self and started praying to receive guidance on how to let go of my petty grievance as well as how to be of service to her.

I heard Spirit tell me that she felt she sinned by what she called "killing the baby"... That made me kinda sad. I heard Spirit say that she was forgiven, that there was truly nothing to forgive.
I was in kind of a state when I received these messages so I almost forgot them. Well this woman calls to say she will be late. I thought.. Oh man.. Just tone or do something.. Don't let yourself be irritated..
So I did that.
It was funny. As soon as I saw this woman.. This beautiful, courageous hurt woman, my irritation vanished. Her name is Angel and I think her family named her well.
She has ms, her upper back is curved and there is some problem with her legs I could see her suffering.

We spoke about the expansion that I was about to do and the symbols she was to meditate with and then I remembered my conversation with God I'd had about her. I told her it wasn't her fault about the baby and that she wasn't a sinner. She told me her very abusive husband keeps calling her a murderer!! Boy, ya know... I'm very protective of people I connect with and love. I felt the urge to go kick that mans butt..:} Even as I tried to keep that love feeling going right..lol
Could you imagine telling anyone something like that?? This man abuses her on so many levels. She is definately open to being drained energetically. Anyway,

I then did a meditation in which she fell into a deep trance state. I called in lots of masters and her angels etc.. to help her heal physically, emotionally and spiritually. The meditation comes from Quado and I just love the stuff this woman puts out. The vibration feels very loving, like having your hair stroked softly by a loved one. Alot like your posts feel to me Trace...
Anyway, she was just gone and I knew they took her somewhere to do lots of repair work. The meditation took about twenty minutes or so. It took me time to get her back.. Then she remembered nothing of it..

Anyway, So then I do the expansion and when I got to her heart.. Her sweet little heart!! Oh man I could feel her suffering, I could feel her pain and loneliness.. She held onto my hands as I held her heart in mine.. I rubbed her back for a long while as I was passing this CC energy to her.. I started praying for her. Such prayers that I didn't know I even wanted to say for her.. Wow, very moving for me too...
Anyway when it was over we talked a while but it was getting late.. All I know is when I left I was stunned. Stunned that I think I've suffered in my life.. That I think I've been hurt in my life.. That I feel alone..
This woman showed me what pain and suffering and abandonment were..

I know now more clearly that all suffering is optional and is truly based on the tools we have to help ourselves heal our wounded selves. I"m so grateful for the many tools I have to help me now that I've come into such a deep place of learning and growing.
I'm sharing it here with you and whomever reads this because I think all life is a learning lesson maybe someone will glean a positve something from reading these words.
There is such hope in our next breath, our next moment upon earth. We are all so blessed to be here and share ourselves with one another.

I hope things are going well with you my sweet angelic sister. I hope to hear from you soon.

Loving you always and holding you close to my heart,

Jahnavi