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Otoharo!

I have been reluctant to start another thread. someone expressed they were tired of me always talking about Lazaris and Xaris. If I also add Franciso Coll. these have been my teachers. How can I share my experiences without referring back to how I got the experiences.

Any way I am finding it so marvelous to be able to be out of my head, to be in my feelings. You may not know how many years I have had to work on myself before I could get out of my head. I could not fathom whatever they were talking about. Being in my head was simply being intellectual. As a fairly well educated person, that did not make a lick of sense.

Now I am seeing in retrospect how different life is when I am out of my head. Reiki is a daily event in a big way.

I am supposed to be spending my time writing music and when I get it, that is exactly what I do. But there are weeks and months when there is no music. I used to think it came to me. then I learned that I go get it! Of course music is already written, it is in the Universe. It is up to me and anyone else with the desire, to tune into this music, hear it, keep it while picking the melodies out on the instrument and then noting it down on manuscript paper. Quite a detailed undertaking. Some of you also do this.

When I learned this was my commission, I was flabergasted. It is very difficult to hold a melody true while trying to pick it out on an instrument. One off note and the whole melody flies out the window. I shared this difficulty and experienced an inflow of reiki. And since that moment, I have been able to hold the melody all during the process of getting it down on manuscript paper. Even when hitting wrong notes! I am not a great composer like Mozart. that is my idol.

I went down to the local community college and talked to someone on the music staff about learning how to compose Sonatas. He said right off the bat, don't do it! the reason is that I would never hear it. It costs $200. per muscian per each performance.

I do well, just writing a song similar in structure to a folk song. It is really great fun, however, playing in the Farmer's Market during the summer.

My soul mate has written three pieces in her long lifetimes. These are still around. You know them. How it happens is that once it is written, it is available in the universe for someone else to write the same piece.

And so I have rambled on. I can only share my own experiences.

azalee

Good Morning Finality,

I love hearing your experiences!!!! Mine never match yours, but if they did they wouldnt be interesting. So thanks for shareing all of your experiences!!!!!!! And I'd love to hear some of your work. My dad composes while he meditates. He lives on Beaver Island. Any way thanks!!!
Love and light, harmony

awwwwwwh, finality....I would love to sit in your Farmer's Market and listen to you create. Thank you for sharing your heart & soul with us.

Dear Finality,

I liked reading your post. I have enjoyed reading your other posts or most of them and find Xaris and Lazarius or Coll interesting yet do you think you need them? Your posts are very seldom skipped over and highly valued as I have seen your growth.

Have you heard the phrases moderation is the key or Variety is the spice of life. I appreciate you acknowledging my annoyance about you and please take it with a grain of salt.

Maybe it's because I have annoyances with my own mom.

This has been cathartic if that makes sense. I am crying as I type this. It's great to have someone to connect with via internet with such wisdom and maturity as yourself and maybe this is your way of honoring your teachers and it's really not my business. I apologize for my ignorance yet care about you at the same time or maybe I'm just not a tolerant loving person to others when it seems to me they are fooling themselves.

Have a peaceful, powerful (without channeled information coming through) and forgiving Thanksgiving!

& I give thanks for your posts,

Peace,
Prosperity

Otoharo!

I had an experience this morning. I have to give some background first though.

During the years that I worked with Lazaris, I bought his tapes and books, etc. and offered them to the public, either by rental or by sale. Yesterday and the day before, I received two large packages that contained some of these materials, representing quite a lot of money. They came from my sister who lives in Texas and which I consider my home base, though she is younger than me. I have always moved around since my last son went to college. I can not recall how in the world I left these materials at her house and so far have not been able to connect with her by phone.

Now I have all these supplies to do something with.

Earlier than I routinely call my friend, she called me because she has been suffering headaches and body pains that she knows are not her own. They must come from me. I told her about receiving these boxes. We conversed back and forth. Finally, we both realized that there is an energy around them that is not Lazaris'. I could relate to my experience when I found Lazaris on the internet.

The outcome of all this is: Lazaris is not human and has never been in a physical body. He has been attracted to the energy, expecially the laughter of Penny. He overshadowed Penny for several of her lifetimes and eventually when she was dating Joch, talked to her by using Joch's voicebox. the outcome of this was to begin sharing with humans via video tapes. However, Joch gave an introduction to each one after Lazaris had said his say. I was present when Lazaris told us why he stopped making vidio tapes because he did not like the editorials. then he only made the tapes of his voice only.

Penny has since, died.

Knowing Lazaris' reaction to Joch, I could identify why I did not like what I got on the internet. Joch has put his own energy onto it.

With this background, we could place why my friend had been suffering these last two days (she knew it had to do with me in someway). So we are now faced with two boxes of Lazaris material that represent a whole lot of money investment.

I was thinking about offering them either for sale at half price or even offering them free, (as the newspaper would not charge for an ad for free give aways.) My friend began to have other thoughts on this. That perhaps we could heal the overriding Joch energy so that Lazaris' energy only would be in them. That is where we are right now.

It is interesting how Lazaris has encroached upon me again simply because I must have either stored or simply left behind these things at my sister's large home back in the 80's.

and look at the coincidence that my recent postings have included Lazaris!

finaltiy

Whoa! So we can help by sending Reiki to you, finality? Or to this body of Lazaris information?

ahhhhh, prosperity.....I don't think it's been ignorance...for I did the same thing to Michael. Your tears are your releasing what you no longer need. Talk about coming a long way, Baby. Wish I could hold you a bit, sweet lady.