star_faeire,
A friend once told me, just before I went through a long-term hospitalization, "Healing time is sacred time."
It helped me during that stay with the internal voices telling me I
wasn't producing
wasn't working
did not have any *doings* to justify/prove my right to *be*
Healing is coming to you. This has been a safe, beautiful, loving place for me. May it shelter and comfort you as well.
One last quote from my, brother. He was talking about writer's block but I use it for all those drifting, funky, seemingly non-productive lulls in life's rhythms:
"The baby fattens unseen in the mother's womb."
May your abundant gifts and energy simmer patiently as healing approaches.
I *try* to trust in a universe benevolent enough to produce always the Highest Good. Even, most especially, when that does not appear to match my personal evaluation of a specific situation.
Peace,
Beau